Dancing round and round
In lights and no sound.
Here is where I want to stay,
In his arms I am swept away.
Who is this handsome stranger?
Is he just another player,
Or is he danger?
He seems worried.
Could he be married?
Did he have someone buried?
Should I trust him
When his face is so grim?
When he makes my mind swim?
It’s just one more dance
Not enough to spark a romance.
Should I give him a chance?
The silent song is ending
The separation is pending,
Can I be descending into his spell?
Come back stranger
I don’t care if you’re danger
Exchange her hand for mine
And let us dance until the end of time.
I don’t want to be perfect
It isn’t worth it
And it isn’t possible.
I don’t want to be pretty
It’s just too petty
To obsess over what can’t be fixed.
I don’t want to be smart
Knowledge breaks my heart
Because it’s better not to know.
I don’t want to die
Before my time,
But who will save me?
You promised to wipe away my tears,
You promised to fight away my fears,
Where are you now that I need you?
Where are you now that I’ve fallen
Through the clouds and into the dark?
Your words gave life meaning,
But now that I’m alive and breathing,
You aren’t here to show me the way,
I wanted to go with you but you turned away,
Into the light to give me life.
Now that you are gone and I remain,
I sit here by your grave,
Left only to wish I had gone instead,
So that maybe you could utter words left unsaid,
And wake me again from the sleep eternal.
I have to go now little Sister,
I have to get my degree.
I must leave you little Partner,
But I’ll come back one day.
Don’t miss me little Princess,
Don’t miss me today,
Don’t cry for me at Christmas,
Because I’ll come back one day.
I miss you little Kitten,
I miss you everyday,
I wish I could have written,
But I’ll come back one day.
School is hard Sweetie,
School is so far away,
School is long little Missy,
But I’ll come back one day.
Don’t worry little Sweetheart,
Don’t worry yourself sick,
Don’t think that we’re apart,
Because I’ll come back one day.
I’ll
Sacred angel sister;
Time never said
Love is kind,
Women are velvet,
And man is poison.
Time never said
To desire light,
To seek redemption,
Or to pledge yourself to another.
Time never said
Life is easy,
Memories are happy,
Or that hearts mend.
Time never said
That it ends.
Deep breaths they say
Too bad that doesn’t keep it away:
The spinning
The swirling
The suffocation from panic.
Relax they said
That was before the lights went dead.
Now look at them
Squirming.
Hiding.
Crying alone in the hidden corner.
Life isn’t fair they cry
How could they ever lie?
Rain falls;
Beating on the roof,
Drumming on the windows,
Tapping out the music of life.
Water drips;
From a leaf,
From a petal,
From some little weed in the meadow.
Rivers flow;
Down from the mountain,
Down from the sky,
Washing away the evidence.
Puddles form;
When the rain falls outside,
When the water drips from her,
When the rivers flow from her eyes.
The summer is over;
The storms came,
The games are over,
And she was left behind.
Sweet little girl, don’t cry-
Dry your weary eyes,
And know that you are loved.
You are Momma’s little angel,
And Daddy’s little princess.
So dry your eyes, and pick up your tiara.
Little Doll that boy may have hurt you,
Those girls may call you names and pull your braids,
But that’s what I’m here for sweetie.
I’m your big brother, your “Teddy Bear”,
Your own personal knight to command.
So put the knife down, spit out the pills,
And come confide your heart’s woes in me.
I won’t judge you, I won’t mock you, I won’t betray you;
Sweet Kitten, I’ll catch those dev
Seasons come and go,
With the fall and winter snow,
That freeze the heart and numb the pain,
And the spring and summer rays,
That cause a daze of yesterdays.
Winter winds nip your nose,
While summer showers bring you woes,
Fall victories and spring flings,
Fade with the setting sun,
That ruins all the fun.
Seasons come and go,
Leaving you behind in a dumb show,
Of flashy girls with fake faces,
Who trail the broken hearts,
Of the stupid boys who might as well be playing darts.
This world is a spinning vortex of gray
there is no black and white on any given day
Everything is gray.
Our existence is the pinnacle of this bouquet
Our morals even join the fray, much to nature’s dismay
Our leaders lead us astray
further and further into the foggy bay.
Will we reach the black of the ocean depths?
Will we reach the white of the sands on the shore of death?
Will they blame me? Or themselves?
They need only find the courage to delve
Deep into their own nature.
Dancing round and round
In lights and no sound.
Here is where I want to stay,
In his arms I am swept away.
Who is this handsome stranger?
Is he just another player,
Or is he danger?
He seems worried.
Could he be married?
Did he have someone buried?
Should I trust him
When his face is so grim?
When he makes my mind swim?
It’s just one more dance
Not enough to spark a romance.
Should I give him a chance?
The silent song is ending
The separation is pending,
Can I be descending into his spell?
Come back stranger
I don’t care if you’re danger
Exchange her hand for mine
And let us dance until the end of time.
I don’t want to be perfect
It isn’t worth it
And it isn’t possible.
I don’t want to be pretty
It’s just too petty
To obsess over what can’t be fixed.
I don’t want to be smart
Knowledge breaks my heart
Because it’s better not to know.
I don’t want to die
Before my time,
But who will save me?
You promised to wipe away my tears,
You promised to fight away my fears,
Where are you now that I need you?
Where are you now that I’ve fallen
Through the clouds and into the dark?
Your words gave life meaning,
But now that I’m alive and breathing,
You aren’t here to show me the way,
I wanted to go with you but you turned away,
Into the light to give me life.
Now that you are gone and I remain,
I sit here by your grave,
Left only to wish I had gone instead,
So that maybe you could utter words left unsaid,
And wake me again from the sleep eternal.
I have to go now little Sister,
I have to get my degree.
I must leave you little Partner,
But I’ll come back one day.
Don’t miss me little Princess,
Don’t miss me today,
Don’t cry for me at Christmas,
Because I’ll come back one day.
I miss you little Kitten,
I miss you everyday,
I wish I could have written,
But I’ll come back one day.
School is hard Sweetie,
School is so far away,
School is long little Missy,
But I’ll come back one day.
Don’t worry little Sweetheart,
Don’t worry yourself sick,
Don’t think that we’re apart,
Because I’ll come back one day.
I’ll
Sacred angel sister;
Time never said
Love is kind,
Women are velvet,
And man is poison.
Time never said
To desire light,
To seek redemption,
Or to pledge yourself to another.
Time never said
Life is easy,
Memories are happy,
Or that hearts mend.
Time never said
That it ends.
Deep breaths they say
Too bad that doesn’t keep it away:
The spinning
The swirling
The suffocation from panic.
Relax they said
That was before the lights went dead.
Now look at them
Squirming.
Hiding.
Crying alone in the hidden corner.
Life isn’t fair they cry
How could they ever lie?
Rain falls;
Beating on the roof,
Drumming on the windows,
Tapping out the music of life.
Water drips;
From a leaf,
From a petal,
From some little weed in the meadow.
Rivers flow;
Down from the mountain,
Down from the sky,
Washing away the evidence.
Puddles form;
When the rain falls outside,
When the water drips from her,
When the rivers flow from her eyes.
The summer is over;
The storms came,
The games are over,
And she was left behind.
Sweet little girl, don’t cry-
Dry your weary eyes,
And know that you are loved.
You are Momma’s little angel,
And Daddy’s little princess.
So dry your eyes, and pick up your tiara.
Little Doll that boy may have hurt you,
Those girls may call you names and pull your braids,
But that’s what I’m here for sweetie.
I’m your big brother, your “Teddy Bear”,
Your own personal knight to command.
So put the knife down, spit out the pills,
And come confide your heart’s woes in me.
I won’t judge you, I won’t mock you, I won’t betray you;
Sweet Kitten, I’ll catch those dev
Seasons come and go,
With the fall and winter snow,
That freeze the heart and numb the pain,
And the spring and summer rays,
That cause a daze of yesterdays.
Winter winds nip your nose,
While summer showers bring you woes,
Fall victories and spring flings,
Fade with the setting sun,
That ruins all the fun.
Seasons come and go,
Leaving you behind in a dumb show,
Of flashy girls with fake faces,
Who trail the broken hearts,
Of the stupid boys who might as well be playing darts.
This world is a spinning vortex of gray
there is no black and white on any given day
Everything is gray.
Our existence is the pinnacle of this bouquet
Our morals even join the fray, much to nature’s dismay
Our leaders lead us astray
further and further into the foggy bay.
Will we reach the black of the ocean depths?
Will we reach the white of the sands on the shore of death?
Will they blame me? Or themselves?
They need only find the courage to delve
Deep into their own nature.
There is a lot to know about me, but most of it I will not share. I suppose that I'll start out with the basics...
Hi, you may call me Penny for short. I am a 5 ft tall girl with blue eyes and blond hair who is currently a business major at a University. I own a black cat named Grimoire and a russian tortoise named Vladimir. I am very sporadic when it comes to uploading my work and will typically end up adding it in large chunks. Deviant art is a way for me to share my work, however I am not looking to make any kind of revenue from this, this is simply a way for me to share. I leave my older work up, even though it is pretty embarrassing at this point, because it shows just how far I've come since I was just a little 7th grader posting bad art and long rants about insignificant things.
I mostly have time to write poetry now, which I like to dabble in from time to time. Most of my poetry is written while listening to instrumental music because I don't like when song lyrics are buzzing around in my head when I am trying to write. I do still occasionally make time to doodle during class, however my doodles are not likely to find their way onto here since they are pretty bad doodles since I still have to pay some attention to my professors. I haven't done any digital art in awhile, however I have recently started to pick it up again along with a few of my other hobbies. Hopefully I will have something new to post soon.
So my computer got a virus that murdered it 2 days before christmas :( (evil facebook, I never got on you very often but you didnt need to kill my computer!!) So I lost most of my art and the animation I was working on :( plus I lost my favorite art program and my parents wont let me buy a new one so im using pencil and paper right now which is really annoying but I guess once I get home from my grandparents ill scan some of them and upload them just for laughs. On the bright side I passed my finals and I got a new computer and ipod for christmas.... my old ipod went through the washing machine in a pair of jeans (may it R.I.P) So right now l
I am finally a freshman in highschool and have been super busy with band and all the work so I havent had much time to draw or anything but my current project is an animation that I might put on here if I ever finish and if I figure out how.... If I dont put it on here then I might put it on YouTube, ill post the link if I do. Anyway CLEAR SPRINGS FINALLY WON A FOOTBALL GAME!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!
The summer is almost at its end and that means that I have marching band 8 hours a day 6 days a week and have to finish my summer reading, but on the bright side I have been working on setting up my roleplay site that I have almost finished setting up, I did all of the background art and the only thing left to do is get people to join and start roleplaying. Please be sure to check it out, it looks really cool and I have been working really hard on it :)
http://hiddenshard.proboards.com/index.cgi